Wednesday, October 21, 2009

HELLO MY DEAR FRIENDS! :D

I'm here to blog! :)

no more months, no more weeks,

but left days for me to count for my exams..

4 more days exactly from now..

scare, afraid, frighten, butterfly in my stomach..

I am suppose to be studying and not blogging now..

bbbbbbbbbuuuuuutttttttt....

because of some little encouragements i received recently...

even it is little but it is enough for me..

First-a small letter from Joeii Chan!!!
although it is small, I do appreciate it a lot..
thanks honey! LOVES!
I'll do my best to achieve what i want! :D

Second-my friend type this to me
when he know i have no confidence for my papers..
(一起长大的仗友，不会看着你放弃的)
a little encouragement for me too..

Third-my mom phoned me for some stuffs and before she hanged up
she ask me to jia you for my studies,
my tears roll down the moment I put down the phone..

and ya i hope these little encouragement will really help me through..

that all i wanna blog...

no time to waste now!

will be back to blog in 3 weeks time..

really wish me good luck for my papers!

MISSMYFRIENDS!!!! <3

good night to all!

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {7:40 AM}
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Friday, October 09, 2009

mummy came to my cousin house to prepare steamboat food for us!
steamboat for dinner!
whee!
good food for tonight! :)


had an urge to blog..
lot of thoughts in my mind..
time is running fast like machine guns..
time is running out for me..
no more time to mugged for my studies..
i know it's too late minute for me to study..
i seriously hate studying for now..
as in studying alone and no one is teaching..
already predicted my results..
so not really hoping for anything..
but at least a subject pass i'll be contented..
lot of hopes from my family and friends..
don wish to disappoint them..
but...............
speechless..
because i know i already disappointed them..
I'm walking a tough road down..
someone is definitely walking tougher than me..
am seriously not good in studies..
seriously don wish to continue..
but 1 more year to go..
T_T...
I'm happy but not when studying..
hate my feelings for now...
hope I'll do my best in studying
hoping for miracles..
only hope...
end here for now..

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {4:08 AM}
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Monday, October 05, 2009

i'm here to bloggggg! whee!

had been working for oktoberfest for the past five days..

1 word-none other than TIRED!!!

fun is a confirm but it is not as fun as last year

maybe a lot of our not working

but work is over and time to study..

1 word-none other than BORING!!!

3 more weeks to my exams..

5 more weeks to my holiday or i can say is free time

cos i've been having holidays since i graduated from ite haha..

i choose this path and i just have to move on..

like- no money, life still has to move on..

unless u die=no more life

life is always so fragile

time will not stop

stress make me piss off with people around me... i don wish that to happen..arghhh..

what will u feel if ur friends didn't ask u out when they go out?

1st reaction: sad but sometime we need to think positively..

they know that we are having things on so couldn't make it

so they didn't call us along.. that's a resonable reason too to me..

but i find that, it'll be better to jus text or ask..

although u know that another party is nt free..

to me i'll feel better that way..

cos i know how it feel..

few years back i had that feeling..

so sad..

but ya,

life changes, if u are human u will change..

time will NEVER repeat..

2 words-accept it

end my craps for now..

will be mugging for exams for the next 5 weeks...

jiayou to my dear friends!

do your best!

good night! :)

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:06 AM}
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