Sunday, September 30, 2007

i went dating with mei ying today..the story goes......
i went to PS to watch the UFM1003 DJ competition..so i thought of mei ying whether she working today..so qiao she was working at PS..so i meet her for lunch at 2 plus..whahaha..after lunch we went to watch..i fins it's a bit boring..so we thought of going to time zone to play basketball..it's was so fun but dunno why the ball seems to be very heavy..after the game we both look so tired..haha..i tink we use a lot of strength..hahaha =D after playing, as it's time for mei ying to work..so we went down together..den mei ying went to work..after a while, mei ying called me and say her work was cancel..ya..so she came back to meet me..=D yeah! don't know wher to go yet den go time zone again..whahaha..we went to play photo hunt and the shooting game..haha so fun! eh after that we went to novena to a hello kitty shop to look around for hwee ting presents..whooo! and yes we bought her something (hopefully she would coma and view my blog before we celebrate her birthday..=D)i love her presents too..=P after buying her present..den we went back hm le..=D yeah! fun dating with u mei ying..whahah..see you soon..miss u..=D

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {8:32 PM}
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Saturday, September 29, 2007

in the morning, went to help my mom at her stall..

At around 4pm went to meet my friends at Parkway parade..we plan to go cycle..whahaha..in the end only 4 turn up for this outing..jie ting, me, zhen han, and zhao rong..haha..nvm..while waiting for jie ting, as she was late..they guys went to play pool..so i go along..whahaha..it was quite fun..den jie ting came at 5 plus..ok den we walk to east coast to cycle..the sky is getting darker..this is my first time coming to east coast at around 5 plus 6..=D normally i go in the afternoon..haha..ok after cycling we went to a Korea Restaurant to have our dinner..=D we look dumb when we just seated now..whahaha..the food taste weird i tink because i nv eat before..but afterall it was still not bad..haha..yeah! after dinner..then we all went back home..tt's all for today!

so fun hanging out with u guys! we shall have another big gathering soon..miss u guys loads..=D

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {7:48 PM}
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Friday, September 28, 2007

what's so happy about friday night! (28/09/07)

in the afternoon went sentosa with my parents and cousins..=P

den in the night..catherine send me a theme with our faces inside..wahahaha..so damn happy! so nice! hehe
den friendster can view my profile background le..ahhh so happy..hehe..because in the 1st place cannot view de..hehe..=D den i ask her help me make another 1 with pam and me de..the outcome is also very nice! hehe..jus don't know why so happy! haha..=D yeah! i shall stop here..=))

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:49 PM}
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

why did i vent out my anger so easily for the past few weeks or i can say months??? T_T
i don't want to be like that..=( maybe i just can't control..
things come too fast..and i just let it out..=( i'm sorry..

play hard! study harder! can i? i need to try harder for my studies..if not how i can go poly..i will waste my parents's money!! the money will all be wasted! ok i will really try..
i say it! i must do it! =)

always think before u do anything..
yes i did it! i think before i hang up your phone..
i really had the eager to hang up when u said that..=(
and in the end we had to settle the tiny misunderstanding between us..
so why not think before we do anything..forget it,it's over..try not to have this mistake again..=)

as u say different people have different thinking..
ya..i choose to agree..everyone may not think as what i'm thinking..yupp =)
as i say i'm now closer with mei ying they all..we may not be close after we graudate..
i will try not to think that much..and have load of funs with u guys now..heehee..=D

you may not be the one, when i need u..(because u are so busy recently)
but i will be the one , when u need me..alright..=)
you may not read my blog but i just wish to post here..
(if u know me well, don't ask me anything about this post ya..thanks..=))

i will stop here tonight..
good night! =)

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {7:51 AM}
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eh..where should i start?
hmmm..start with joeii..
in the end she did not come and join us for the celebration because...(u guys should know) =)
i told her cry all she wants because it's hard to torelate the feelings..it's very very terrible..=(
i know she will accept the fact soon..=) cheer up JOEII!

in the afternonn meet hwee ting early to order cake 1st..=) after that went to meet jess ying qing and darren..we girls went to window shopping before meeting darren as he will be late..=D hmm..went to hereen before meeting yamei, mei ying and pamela..whahaha..den went to have dinner at hereen..some of us ate wan ton mee! yummy! =P after dinner then sit down there to celebrate jess birthday..we brought joeii's present..since she did not come then we ask hwee ting to pass to her..=)

After dinner, some of us went to kbox to sing..it was so fun in kbox..sing loads of songs..haha..
i'm the only one who get so high..the rest seems to be so tired..hahax..maybe because they work in the morning..=)
all i can say is yesterday was F U N !!! hehe..=D
shall stop here..=D

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {3:42 AM}
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

yamei!whahhaha! it's really true that when ever i see you i will laugh..i just don't know why..maybe your face is funny..whahahaha! it's nice being with u and chatting with u..and all the laughter u saw and heard is really come from my heart..hehe..sweet leh..whahaha..u will really brighten me up..thanks loads loads..=P let's hope we enjoy studying and playing together for the 1 year plus! whahaha..
and please don't always doubt anything tt i say or ask le..arghh..or else i don't want ask u anything at all le..cos very xin ku asking u sth..haha..cos u will scare my tiny little heart! whahhaha..try not to ask ya..heehee..=D talk to u later..heehee..=D
good night!

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:41 AM}
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bad day...
same old things about ying qi lo..
settle with her today..haix..
in the end is..i tell her we will give her a chance to change herself..cos problems really lies with her..
she PROMISE to change herself..and we will wait and see..yep..
and why is things happening like this..
as joeii say..maybe it's because we are a big group..haix..
all i can say is S.A.D..



good day!
went out shopping with herman, fuh chang and edwin..
i went to find sisi and girona at bugis..
herman they all went to find them too..
den ask mi whether wan to follow them to shop at bugis street..hmmm..den ok lo..
they went to shop their t-shirt and pants..actually i was quite bored..haha..but jus like tt lo..haha..

great! today i found out herman got girlfriend le..heehee..quite happy for him..haha..he told me a lot of things..haha..makes me so envy him..haha..yes and i admit i wish to haf a boyfriend now..but i jus can't find one..whahaha..edwin today is out to change fuh chang's image..whahaha..they went to buy shirts,pants and belts..haha..

haha..here goes the belt story..
we went to look around for the belt..
den i saw this crown belt..
but the rest walk too fast already..
so didn't manage to stop them to look at it..
so they went to SPADE to look for belt..
and they saw this crown belt made of leather..
fuh chang was asking me is it nice..
i was like..
'if u like it den buy lo..goes with ur mind' haha..
he really goes with his mind and bought the crown belt..
and the belt give me the feeling tt is jus now the belt i saw at another shop..
so i ran to another shop and see..
and YES! is the same shop!! whahaha..it cost $25.90!
and fuh chang bought it at $35! whahaha..he was damn sad..
den we all was like saying oh the belt he bought is more expensive becos is made from leather..what what lo..whahahaha! so stupid..den he scold me lo..say me ask him go for it! whahaha how would i know ma..haha..hehe..=)
after went to eat den went back with sisi they all..heehee..=D
tt's all for today ba..will update soon..i tink i had fall in love with blogging..haha..
good night! =D

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {8:51 AM}
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

why must happy things always happen like this..
stupid idiot!
why the friendship between us keep on goes down..
can't we just like others..happy?

tonight so call quarrel with ying qi..
the story goes like this...

2 days ago..ying qi msg few of us that if she leaves our group were we be angry..i can't be bothered with her so i did not reply her..but i heard from the rest that she wants to leave us because she wants to go back to shamalah because she have lots of nice memories with her..
2 days later..today 18/9/07..she sms us saying that she think she come back to us better because she feel very sad..what the hell she is doing?? playing with us?? want to attract attention???

in the evening she sent me 1 msg..
i don't know why and i send her a msg written:

ME: please be responsible for the words u say..always THINK before u say or do anything..den u come and talk to me..
YQ: realli sorry for the msg i send to u ytd..
i did not reply her..
later on...
she send me again..
YQ: pls dun angry with me alreadi ok very sorry..
this is our conservation..
. . .

after that..
she call me but i did not answer..she went to sms mei ying that i nv answer her call..
den i send her this msg..

ME: U can escape me once, but not forever..so face the problem and not escape..

YQ: i know u dislike me.dun act dat as if u treat me as a fren.i wan to know y u hate me so much and i'm escaping so wad? i know my limits.dun act as if u know everything..get ur facts rite..

ME: oh come on la..so finally ur tail is out..jus use ur brain and think..in the 1st place why u wanna say u wanna leave us..do u think u'll change what u say? NO u did not..u did not think of the consequence..what exactly u wan? i don't hate u tt much but u makes me hate u even more now..

YQ: dots.i had alr said y i wanted to leave the group.i had totally no topics to talk to u all and i felt tt most of the time i felt alone..tis feelings sucks.besides wad conseqences r dere? U will be more happy if i leave the group cos U HATE ME..Aren't u?

ME: lolx.. u wanna leave the group! hahahaha..den what's the msg u send us this morning? leave us le will be very sad..i nv reply the 1st msg u send me cos i know u will definitely send us another mag about u don't wan to leave us..haha.. it's a joke! come on la jus come out tml and settle this stupid problem

YQ: dots.let me tell u again.dun act as if u know eveything pls.i sent the msg this morning saying dat i'll be sad. dat's only for meiying and jess..Not for u. this is not a joke and deres nth to haha about. i don nid to waste my tie to go out and settle this problem. besides theres nth more to day. hw much i say they will also side with u cos u all are closer..=_=

ME: i definitely know more things den u do..i didin't act..haha..oh den y u send me? haha..i bet u send to the wrong person..yaya..u scare u say la..nth to say..not only i haf things to say..other haf things to say too..i wan to solve this problem becos i dun wan mei ying to have difficulties facing us..

YQ: lols..i realli send to the wrong person..i send to u cos we r in the same group.but in my heart..tt msg was truely for jess and mei ying. dun get it wrong..u hate me alot i do know..den tell me..y din u tell me and we are getting frm bad to worse..yaya..what u say is all rite and wat i say is all wrong..i jus a dog in the group..

ME: eh eh.. i don't agree w what u just type..a dog? for jess wo! i thought u dislike her de? haha stop acting la..honestly i nv treat u as dog b4..i do treat u as a fren..U are the 1 who crawl above our head..oh..no..mei ying's head..oh den i think u send wrong to joeii n hwee ting also..oh..sooner or later the problem must be solve..dun be scare..jus come out and have a chat..

YQ: i din act..it's true dat i hate jess..but dats the past..Really. up to u to believe. now i nv hate her alr and what u say i send what wrong thing to joeii and hwee ting?

ME: Yes i believe.. u send HT and joeii tt u will be sad if u leave us..what's there to explain? i admit i dislike u sometimes but i dun hate u..u keep on think tt i hate u..

YQ: dats becos we are a group. i only feel sad for mei ying and jess.
YQ: i go sleep le

ME: Only for jess and meiying..den u shouldn't sent to us to spoil our mood..den y u den y u dun wan to come out and settle?

YQ: nt nid to settle anything say so much also no use treat me that u dunno me can alreadycus i wish to c u all 4 eva i wan to transfer ite

ME: haha..becos of this u wanna change..do u think it's worth it..pls think b4 u send anyhting..later dun msg me u dun wan leave us again..pls la ..this problem haf to settle no matter or what..what's there to scare..we want to know how we feel..dun escape..no use de..

YQ: since in the 1st place u dislike me den talk 4 what also dunno y u dislike me i nv do anyhting to u nt nid 2 settle anything say so much also no use treat me tt u dunno me can alreadycus i sun wish to c u all 4 eva i wan to transfer ite..none of ur business

ME: Wao! none of my business..u haf nth to say den u send this..just face it..of cos is my business la..i ask u out to settle is wan u to know how we feel..

YQ: know how u all feel so what this matter alr even though settle also like tt out relationship also no gd n in class also dun have frens.

i ask her call me through my hp..i talk to her..ask her come out and have a chat..she keep on saying settle le also no use..she keep thinking of th negative side..i say jus give us a chance to settle..if not when school reopen it will be more worse..i hope this matter can settle..i will let the rest look at this entry..but not now..when the time is there..i will show them..=) so tired..

why must things happen like this..1 goes n another problem come..i so tired of this..
if u had read this entry
PLS TELL ME AM I IN WRONG OR WHAT? thanks =)

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:03 AM}
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Thursday, September 13, 2007

today i'm going to blog what i want to blog..

as the time goes~
after secondary school..or maybe ITE last year..i think i only started to grow...
grow to be like?? Indenpendent i guess..after ITE last year..i put too much feelings for my girlfriends..in the end i'm the 1 who feel sad..stupid me..haha
but some things can't control..i'm happy with my friends all the time..
as i told my friend cheryl..we have difted after we go to different school..she told me it's very normal because everyone of us have to grow and be indenpendent..ya it's true..so i think i'm still growing..haha..
some 1 told me not to trust a person when u 1st know..but as my character..i trust eveything the person say..i know i have to be careful..haha..

once pam told me..if i don't understand myself how can i expcet my friends to understand me..yep..


i HATE to see my friends to suffer in a relationship..
everytime know my girlfriends quarrel with their boyfriends..
or they are in love with one another but they just can't be together..
i will feel sad too..although i had not try a relationship with a guy before..yepps..
seeing my friends suffer so much..

hey girl, i know u had been viewing my blog these few days..i had read your blog too..
although i only know u for like 5 months plus..as a friend all i wan to say is cry out all u can..because if u keep on tolerate u will suffer more..if the time is there..u must cry all u want...please don't hurt yourself anymore..times really heals..ya..i may say it easy..but u can just follow what u want to do..yupp..i believe no matter what happens..your family and your friends will be there for you..i just want u to be real happy..=)

To my friend:
please don't keep on thinking i'm a les..
i'm not ok..
maybe i may act close to my girlfriends..haha =D

stupid me..i can only console my friends but when the thing really happen to me..
i don't know what i will do..i only hope that i will think the positive side..yepp..

i always find that life is just like a dream..when the day i die is the day i wake up..hahax..a sentence from our course manager ms ng..
don't always complain this and that..
thanks for the thing u have..yupp..
i shall stop here..
(i think my this post will be as long as a compo..)haha..

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:51 PM}
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today work with mei ying yamei and jess and pam they all..
arghhh so angry..my plan was i work until 3am..
but in the end we are choose by them to leave at 11pm..
haha..but we keep avoiding them so we manage to get our taxi fare..whahaha..

oh ya..again i apologise for the cancel for thurs and friday..i nv expect this..but all i can say is sorry..i promise to treat u guys somethings next time ya..(SWEETS?) haha..i will be more generous..haha =P

but ytd some matter happen..
mei ying angry with me because i say too much of wei teck and her infront of two of them..make her so pai seh..sorry mei ying..i apologise for my mistake..because i nv thought i speak too much..yupp..ok let's drop this sad topic..=D

ok that's all i want to write today..i'm happy to work with u guys..and i hope i could work with your again..=)

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {7:59 PM}
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

i want to blog about 11/o9/07..
after my exam, i went bugis with yamei they all..hwee ting and me wants to buy skinny jean..
yeah! we bought it! so happy!! haha..i lazy to say about the FOXs incident..hahax..say le heart pain leh..

so i shall say today 12/09/07 de..hehe..
today i went to watch movie with yamei and hwee ting..
we went to watch the rat movie..(lazy to go and check what's the movi call) haha..
it's was very nice! hehe..after that went to meet mei ying..went to eat ice cream..after that went to meet joeii..saw a grey cardigan..damn nice..but in the end never buy..because i already have 1 grey cardigan..a bit regret but nvm..hahax..=P after that we went to have our dinner..yup..=)

yeah! joeii and angeline went off to city hall..mei ying, yamei and i in the end decide to go yamei's house..i like her house..so many cool stuffs..i love the most is her MICKEY'S GLOVES so cute!!! we went to her house to watch 9.00pm show..hahax..yeah so fun! reached home about 11.30pm yup..ok i shall end here..yeah! tml working with u guys sooo happy..hope it would turn out great for the following days..heehee..=D will continue to blog another maybe monday!
good night! =D

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:59 AM}
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