Friday, May 30, 2008

Tuesday just got to know my marks for costing CA.. i’m very disappointed in my self.. maybe I have too much hope for costing results.. i really wanted to cry on spot.. i can say I’m tolerating my tears till I want to die…it’s really terrible.. Tears may roll down anytime.. nothing can change the marks.. i can only tell myself to work harder for next CA or exam..

Thursday I got to know my marks for accounting.. i’m quite satisfy for the results.. i didn’t really have much hope as for costing.. i still have to buck up for next CA or exam..

Let’s all work hard together bah! My friends! ^^

Have been doing and making sisi’s present for these few days.. it really costs me a lot of time and money.. but I think she’s a friend that worth me doing all these.. Although the presents are very simple.. but it’s all from my heart..=)
Hope that she likes the presents from me..
Thanks joeii for the accompany to AMK hub to buy sisi’s present.. thanks honey! =)

sisi is opening a chatlet for her birthday on Saturday n sunday (31 Dec n 1 June)..
hope it will be fun..yeayea..
shall enjoy Saturday and Sunday! ^^

as a friend for both side.. i can only try to help by not siding any side.. Its’ really scary sometimes..i know u 2 feel very terrible.. i’m trying my best to help always..=) I know I can never 100% know how my friend feel.. but I can cfm if I had been through what others had been through at least 90% I know how they feel..

I’m always treasuring the times with my friends and family now..
U treasure me and I will treasure u! ^^
Very late le..end here bah! Nites ppl! =D

IMISSTHEDAYSBADLY~

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:05 AM}
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Monday, May 26, 2008

haha..today is a INTERESTING, SUAY, STRESS day!!!

INTERESTING..
from no where i receive a call from this person that my hp number is written on a PLAYGROUND? haha..this person called me and ask for my name i never give..it sounds like a girl so chatted along with 'her'..'she' called quite a number of times..ended up it was a boy..i asked for his name..he give..he's 13..haha..i find that he's a good person..he will tell me that my number was written at the playground at Jurong west blk 511 (i think)..and i was like leaving quite far from there..haha..i asked him what written there..he said it's all the bad words and rubbish..i was thinking who's that rubbish who write my number..i think someone anyhow write then so lucky it was my number..haha..so lucky..haha..=)

SUAY..
1st..went to sch this morning and found out that the pencil i put in my bag pok through my bag pocket..then nvm 2nd.. ting actually meeting my fren at 2 plus ended up meeting at 3 plus 4..hwee ting acc me till 3 plus..we walk at J8 until don't know where we are going..J8 is really small..okay nvm..3rd..i dirty my white bag again..think walk through the train then kana the black paint at my side pocket..=( 4nd..went to toa payoh can't find Catherine want de hp strip..5nd..I lost my ATM card at toa payoh..haha..=)

STRESS..
after having meet with habib..and yes there's loads of things we going to do for MIC..haix..he ask me not to stress he say we will work as a team..i just hope i'm not thinking so much always..we have to deal with new members..upcoming event coming up..haix..i really hope i can manage my time well..=)

after common test..feel a bit relieve but project deadline is drawing near..
and headache, throat pain is disturbing me these few days..
the weather is so hot again..

shall stop here..nites ppl!
take care! ^^

laughters sounds so fake now..

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {6:11 AM}
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Sunday, May 18, 2008

what are really friends for? talking nicely in front of you and stab u behind..i know I'm too harsh to say stab..yes nobody is perfect..i just have to accept the bad point of ppl and think of their good side to accept them as my good friends..when i think back of that day, i am still very angry..so what if I'm angry..stab her back meh..she's my friend..a friend that i know for many years..of cos i won't do that..so i can only always think of her good points..i will still hear complaints about her from another person..my friend can only keep complaining to me and do nth..cos i think she don't wish to break this friendship..should we confront her or talk to her? her character is like that..what to do?i admire my friend that she can tolerate her for so long..she can do nth either..u are no longer the girl i know..u are as strong as who i think u was..I'm happy to see that..i treasure the friendship between us..u may not see this blog..but i really happy u appear in my life..great thanks to you! ^^ i treasure the times with you..=)

running away from problems can't help..avioding can't last long..sooner or later still have to face it..i hope that i'm not giving u any stress..humans just have loads of problems..as a friend, i just wants to help..u choose the path u wan i can't stop u..yes, i want u to share your problems with me yet I'm not sharing mine with you..there's always reason behind everything..dying is one of my choice always..leaving this world and there's no more problems..u may not know u won't have any problems if u go another world..i have to stop thinking that..because i can't bear to leave my love ones..there's more ways to solve things..sometimes i don't wish to think so much either..what to do? only thinking..

as a friend ,just want to say..i will always be there if u need me..i don't mind u don't share your things we me but others..as long as u are happy..as a friend i will too..when my friends are happy..i am happy too..when they are sad, i will be sad too..^^

IWANTEVERYONETOBEHAPPY..i know it's hard..but we can try..=)

shall stop here..
will blog when I'm free..^^

IMISSTHEDAYSBADLY~

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {8:09 PM}
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Thursday, May 15, 2008

AGM is finally over! yeah! BIG thanks to everyone and my partner-maisarah! she's a great partner! =) and the results for EXCOs position is out..i'm in charge for the backstage! we will be probation EXCOs for 3 months..that's the new cca law..haha..=)
sad or happy with my post? i can only say i'm relieved! i don't need to be so busy for mic i guess..haha..i know there will be conflicts between my clique and me..i just hope that we can avoid and overcome it..=) i got to faster finish some of mic stuffs and pass it to Wendy-the secretary..=) commons test is just round the corner..everyone is preparing for commons test..i know everyone is aiming for poly..let's work hard and help 1 another to get goods grades! =)

jia you my friends! ^^

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {7:13 AM}
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Friday, May 09, 2008

today after sch i had an interview with the new MIC teachers - Ms Ema and Ms Dorcus..i like Ms Dorcus..so far she's a good teacher..=)almost all the Qs are asked by Ms Ema..and i just find that i'm talking craps during the interview..i can tell that Ms Ema face can burst any time..cos some of the Qs she asked..i'm like answering her other stuffs ..i know she is controlling 'i really sorry'
and really don't know how to ans..nth came in my mind at all..she asked me to describe myself..gd point- active..bad point- lazy..
then Ms Ema was like, huh? u say u are active but lazy..then i told her..maybe I'm active in playing and lazy in study..i have to be honest..haha..
think back..I'm really crapping..i think the results will come out soon..
i can only hope that i can manage my time very well..saying is always easy..
i shall stop here..i will update soon..=)
good night ppl!

people entered my life and affected me..
tt's gd and bad..of cos they are not to be blame..
cos it fate that everyone meets..
i miss my friends badly..

some things are done by me willing
we can never be close
i will find some time to chat with you
take care

IMISSTHEDAYS~

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:02 AM}
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