Peaceful LIFE.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
my emoing session is here!
having chalet on Monday..but not really very excited..don't know why..partly because of my injured leg? can't jump here and there..=( but kind of good because if i expected too much disappointment will come..
it's a burden to me now and it a phobia and fear to me forever..never know when i may injured again..i am very very scare! no one can really understand how i feel when i injured..fear more than pain..seriously very scary..don't wish to think much..gotta be careful all the while..
girl, i know u are very sad now but i know u will never ever regret what u had done..i agreed u to let go..but when u really let go..i feel the pain too..but it's just very hard for you to continue..times will heal..try not to think too much..i miss u! meet up soon alright!
should i just tell u how i really feel? i know i may just hurt u very deep..is either u get hurt or me..trying very hard to accept your bad points..but to an extent..maybe the limits is going to be over soon..hope the right time is here soon..always finding a way to talk in a way that it'll not hurt the friendship..
i need girls talk ping-love!!! meet up soon alright! miss u! =)
i hope i'll feel better after posting it here..just hope..
i'll call u when i need u dumb! loves! miss u! ^^
finishing emoing le!
-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:11 PM}
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