Peaceful LIFE.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
what are really friends for? talking nicely in front of you and stab u behind..i know I'm too harsh to say stab..yes nobody is perfect..i just have to accept the bad point of ppl and think of their good side to accept them as my good friends..when i think back of that day, i am still very angry..so what if I'm angry..stab her back meh..she's my friend..a friend that i know for many years..of cos i won't do that..so i can only always think of her good points..i will still hear complaints about her from another person..my friend can only keep complaining to me and do nth..cos i think she don't wish to break this friendship..should we confront her or talk to her? her character is like that..what to do?i admire my friend that she can tolerate her for so long..she can do nth either..u are no longer the girl i know..u are as strong as who i think u was..I'm happy to see that..i treasure the friendship between us..u may not see this blog..but i really happy u appear in my life..great thanks to you! ^^ i treasure the times with you..=)
running away from problems can't help..avioding can't last long..sooner or later still have to face it..i hope that i'm not giving u any stress..humans just have loads of problems..as a friend, i just wants to help..u choose the path u wan i can't stop u..yes, i want u to share your problems with me yet I'm not sharing mine with you..there's always reason behind everything..dying is one of my choice always..leaving this world and there's no more problems..u may not know u won't have any problems if u go another world..i have to stop thinking that..because i can't bear to leave my love ones..there's more ways to solve things..sometimes i don't wish to think so much either..what to do? only thinking..
as a friend ,just want to say..i will always be there if u need me..i don't mind u don't share your things we me but others..as long as u are happy..as a friend i will too..when my friends are happy..i am happy too..when they are sad, i will be sad too..^^
IWANTEVERYONETOBEHAPPY..i know it's hard..but we can try..=)
shall stop here..
will blog when I'm free..^^
IMISSTHEDAYSBADLY~
-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {8:09 PM}
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