Peaceful LIFE.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
so sad..
problem coming up again and again..
there's just lots of things to settle to do..
friendships? school stuffs? MIC stuffs?
what ever shit lah!
so tired..
NO ONE know that how i really feel ..
there's really NO ONE..
others will just doubt my feelings..
others is not in my shoes so they will never ever know how i feel..
i really feel the loneliness..it's the 1st time i feel this way..
I NEED SOMEONE TO LEAD ME!
i really need someone to pull me through..
why am i feeling proud? it's not what i want..things just makes me proud?
can i say that? loads of unknow answers..
i'm sorry i really have no time to think and don't know how to solve it..
i choose to shut up..
if a person being dislike..people will dislike that person attitude or what ever things the person do..this is my point of view..
wanna cry..but it's just not the right time..
loads of things to do..
i'm sorry, maybe i'm just being selfish..
but maybe if i chat u i'll just make u cry..
or u will make me cry..it's just not the time yet..
i'm really sorry..i really feeling very sad..
tt's why i choose to shut up..
i'm going to be mad of everything..so i hope others don't give me any more stress..
i can no longer take it..i need TIME!
hate me ignore me what ever shit people wanna look at me now..for the time being..i can do nth..just wanna finish my stuffs before i can think of others stuffs..
good friends will never make u cry..
good friends will let u cry..
i'm acting all these while..
everything is so fake..
the feeling sucks!
-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {8:05 AM}
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