Peaceful LIFE.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
a new year, a new beginning..
what I always tell myself..I shouldn't go back to how I was in 2007..
telling myself..play HARD..work HARDER..but there doesn't seem to have any changes yet..
but I really tried hard for my studies..I really did..maybe I just have try harder so that I can see the results..trying hard not to waste my parents money..Not good in any of my modules now..my life are just so boring..I just have to think for my future..if I can't get in poly..what am I going to do next time? a childcare teacher? I'm not very good in teaching..I just wish to play with the kids..nanny? maybe..haha..=)
hmm just work hard for everything now..
WATCHING is easy - UNDERSTANDING is difficult..
SAYING is easy - DOING is harder..
but if you tried nothing is impossible..
everyone can do it..i can do it too..
stop thinking nonsense stuffs..
do what i should do during 18 years old..and not being 13 or 14 years old..^^
enjoy school life now..and not regretted when i gets old..
always wish to treat my mom better..but every time she just make me feel frustrated..arghh..every time go her stall help her will always lose my temper to her..
no one can tell me what to do..only myself..
my life is just driving my crazy..
but I know I am a fortunate girl..should just thanks for everything I have..
shall just stop here..
good night friends =)
-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {7:01 AM}
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