Tuesday, September 18, 2007

why must happy things always happen like this..
stupid idiot!
why the friendship between us keep on goes down..
can't we just like others..happy?

tonight so call quarrel with ying qi..
the story goes like this...

2 days ago..ying qi msg few of us that if she leaves our group were we be angry..i can't be bothered with her so i did not reply her..but i heard from the rest that she wants to leave us because she wants to go back to shamalah because she have lots of nice memories with her..
2 days later..today 18/9/07..she sms us saying that she think she come back to us better because she feel very sad..what the hell she is doing?? playing with us?? want to attract attention???

in the evening she sent me 1 msg..
i don't know why and i send her a msg written:

ME: please be responsible for the words u say..always THINK before u say or do anything..den u come and talk to me..
YQ: realli sorry for the msg i send to u ytd..
i did not reply her..
later on...
she send me again..
YQ: pls dun angry with me alreadi ok very sorry..
this is our conservation..
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after that..
she call me but i did not answer..she went to sms mei ying that i nv answer her call..
den i send her this msg..

ME: U can escape me once, but not forever..so face the problem and not escape..

YQ: i know u dislike me.dun act dat as if u treat me as a fren.i wan to know y u hate me so much and i'm escaping so wad? i know my limits.dun act as if u know everything..get ur facts rite..

ME: oh come on la..so finally ur tail is out..jus use ur brain and think..in the 1st place why u wanna say u wanna leave us..do u think u'll change what u say? NO u did not..u did not think of the consequence..what exactly u wan? i don't hate u tt much but u makes me hate u even more now..

YQ: dots.i had alr said y i wanted to leave the group.i had totally no topics to talk to u all and i felt tt most of the time i felt alone..tis feelings sucks.besides wad conseqences r dere? U will be more happy if i leave the group cos U HATE ME..Aren't u?

ME: lolx.. u wanna leave the group! hahahaha..den what's the msg u send us this morning? leave us le will be very sad..i nv reply the 1st msg u send me cos i know u will definitely send us another mag about u don't wan to leave us..haha.. it's a joke! come on la jus come out tml and settle this stupid problem

YQ: dots.let me tell u again.dun act as if u know eveything pls.i sent the msg this morning saying dat i'll be sad. dat's only for meiying and jess..Not for u. this is not a joke and deres nth to haha about. i don nid to waste my tie to go out and settle this problem. besides theres nth more to day. hw much i say they will also side with u cos u all are closer..=_=

ME: i definitely know more things den u do..i didin't act..haha..oh den y u send me? haha..i bet u send to the wrong person..yaya..u scare u say la..nth to say..not only i haf things to say..other haf things to say too..i wan to solve this problem becos i dun wan mei ying to have difficulties facing us..

YQ: lols..i realli send to the wrong person..i send to u cos we r in the same group.but in my heart..tt msg was truely for jess and mei ying. dun get it wrong..u hate me alot i do know..den tell me..y din u tell me and we are getting frm bad to worse..yaya..what u say is all rite and wat i say is all wrong..i jus a dog in the group..

ME: eh eh.. i don't agree w what u just type..a dog? for jess wo! i thought u dislike her de? haha stop acting la..honestly i nv treat u as dog b4..i do treat u as a fren..U are the 1 who crawl above our head..oh..no..mei ying's head..oh den i think u send wrong to joeii n hwee ting also..oh..sooner or later the problem must be solve..dun be scare..jus come out and have a chat..

YQ: i din act..it's true dat i hate jess..but dats the past..Really. up to u to believe. now i nv hate her alr and what u say i send what wrong thing to joeii and hwee ting?

ME: Yes i believe.. u send HT and joeii tt u will be sad if u leave us..what's there to explain? i admit i dislike u sometimes but i dun hate u..u keep on think tt i hate u..

YQ: dats becos we are a group. i only feel sad for mei ying and jess.
YQ: i go sleep le

ME: Only for jess and meiying..den u shouldn't sent to us to spoil our mood..den y u den y u dun wan to come out and settle?

YQ: nt nid to settle anything say so much also no use treat me that u dunno me can alreadycus i wish to c u all 4 eva i wan to transfer ite

ME: haha..becos of this u wanna change..do u think it's worth it..pls think b4 u send anyhting..later dun msg me u dun wan leave us again..pls la ..this problem haf to settle no matter or what..what's there to scare..we want to know how we feel..dun escape..no use de..

YQ: since in the 1st place u dislike me den talk 4 what also dunno y u dislike me i nv do anyhting to u nt nid 2 settle anything say so much also no use treat me tt u dunno me can alreadycus i sun wish to c u all 4 eva i wan to transfer ite..none of ur business

ME: Wao! none of my business..u haf nth to say den u send this..just face it..of cos is my business la..i ask u out to settle is wan u to know how we feel..

YQ: know how u all feel so what this matter alr even though settle also like tt out relationship also no gd n in class also dun have frens.

i ask her call me through my hp..i talk to her..ask her come out and have a chat..she keep on saying settle le also no use..she keep thinking of th negative side..i say jus give us a chance to settle..if not when school reopen it will be more worse..i hope this matter can settle..i will let the rest look at this entry..but not now..when the time is there..i will show them..=) so tired..

why must things happen like this..1 goes n another problem come..i so tired of this..
if u had read this entry
PLS TELL ME AM I IN WRONG OR WHAT? thanks =)

-------------------Shan story--------------- ; {9:03 AM}
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